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Mirella Niebl
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'Everything you can imagine is real' - Pablo Picasso

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Where The Wild Things Are by narcissagrey
Where The Wild Things Are
multi-exposure mash-up, containing some street lights, a lily, and an angry Camille, who was really cold on a photoshoot three years ago, and glared at me the whole time. sisterhood at its best.

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  • Mood: Thanks
  • Listening to: Death Cab For Cutie
  • Reading: the diaries of Virginia Woolf
  • Drinking: green tea
Guys, you are amazing.

Thank you so much for making this happen. When I first came to DA, I was sixteen without any aspirations to create. I've never even dreamt of getting a Daily Deviation, yet here I am, with tears in my eyes (they're happy tears!) and with my third DD.

These last two years had been rough. My family moved to Germany, but I was left here, in Hungary, to start university, and to take care of my teenage sister. I was hardly a grown-up myself, but life happens, and I had to face whatever challenges were thrown my way.

Last year, I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and although it made me understand things about myself I couldn't explain before, it led to some serious self-doubt. Will I ever be able to have a normal life? To have normal relationships? Am I any good as an artist, and if I am, is it only because of my illness?

I also decided to go without medications. I was told that it will be hard, I knew it will be hard, but I didn't expect it to be this hard. At the moment, I am struggling daily with my demons, while trying to keep it together, writing my thesis in applied linguistics, leading the household, and creating whenever I can.
It is hard, but I would not have it any other way.


Thank you, thank you with all my heart,

Gigi
w o l v e s by narcissagrey
w o l v e s
inspired by this amazing photo ksushiks.deviantart.com/art/En…

it's a small, A4 painting I've painted last night while "studying" for exams. *sigh* Exam period.
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  • Mood: Thanks
  • Listening to: Death Cab For Cutie
  • Reading: the diaries of Virginia Woolf
  • Drinking: green tea
Guys, you are amazing.

Thank you so much for making this happen. When I first came to DA, I was sixteen without any aspirations to create. I've never even dreamt of getting a Daily Deviation, yet here I am, with tears in my eyes (they're happy tears!) and with my third DD.

These last two years had been rough. My family moved to Germany, but I was left here, in Hungary, to start university, and to take care of my teenage sister. I was hardly a grown-up myself, but life happens, and I had to face whatever challenges were thrown my way.

Last year, I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and although it made me understand things about myself I couldn't explain before, it led to some serious self-doubt. Will I ever be able to have a normal life? To have normal relationships? Am I any good as an artist, and if I am, is it only because of my illness?

I also decided to go without medications. I was told that it will be hard, I knew it will be hard, but I didn't expect it to be this hard. At the moment, I am struggling daily with my demons, while trying to keep it together, writing my thesis in applied linguistics, leading the household, and creating whenever I can.
It is hard, but I would not have it any other way.


Thank you, thank you with all my heart,

Gigi

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:iconedclombe:
edclombe Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2015
Nothing to thank me for my dear, you have talent and a beautiful gallery, so thank YOU! ;) keep up the excellent work :)
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thomas-michael-art Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2015   Traditional Artist
Thanks so much for faving "Miss Bettie"!
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narcissagrey Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
you're more than welcome! The way you drew her stocking is just awesome! :clap:
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thomas-michael-art Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2015   Traditional Artist
Aww thanks! :D

I'm still pretty insecure about drawing stockings whenever I start a new drawing (I know, bad for a pinup artist!). Trying to get the shading right and still make it look like sheer material. But I think I"m getting better and I really appreciate your comment!
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helopilotoh58 Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2015
You have quite the gallery.  Well worth keeping an eye on.  ;)
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narcissagrey Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
aww, thank you! :blush:
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:iconhelopilotoh58:
helopilotoh58 Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2015
You're welcome.  :)  I look forward to seeing more of your work.
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kungfueasle Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Very nice gallery.
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narcissagrey Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you! :tighthug:
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kungfueasle Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
You're very welcome
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